Friday, August 13, 2010

Stuck In Dream Land

As I took a nice, hot, steamy shower this night, I thought about how I live in my head and most of the time I'm stuck in 'Dream Land'. I'm not sure if this happens to you, but when I think about something, I visualize how whatever it is I'm thinking about can come about and how it could be. I guess you can call it day dreaming. It's not a bad thing to visualize something and plan it out, and to visualize positive outcomes, but I think sometimes I go over to the point where all it is is a visualization. All I am doing is visualizing. I'm just dreaming. And I think since I dream too much I'm not getting anything done. Now, again, I'm not saying dreaming is bad, on the contrary dreaming is good. Dream big! Don't let anyone tell you you can't do anything. But as I was saying, if you dream too much, you might get stuck in 'Dream Land'.

I'm tired of just dreaming and planning everything out! I need to go do it! I feel like dreaming too much takes too much time away from actually doing what I want to do. Sometimes I also wonder if by planning everything too carefully if I'm subconsciously setting myself up for failure. If I plan too much am I somehow letting doubt come in my way? Sometimes it feels that way. Well if by not planning and just doing, will that prevent doubt from entering? It sure sounds like the perfect idea, and when I act without a plan and just do what I want to do, everything comes out right. Kinda of like when a guy tries to be perfect with a girl and tries to recite lines and do all of these pre-planned maneuvers which just end up screwing it up for him. He should've just been himself and listened to his mother.

I think that if you as a person have good intentions, everything you do should be good. So if everything you do should be good, then there should be no need to plan anything out at all because everything you do will be good.

If you're all good, then everything you do's all good. Hope everything's good with ya.

Josan

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